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June 17, 2005
Unity
Why is it so difficult for us that we struggle so much against each other? So much conflict, so many arguments that getting everyone in one room together to discuss some basic precepts seem to be nigh on impossible! They all fight with all their might against each and everyone of us. Melchoir, it feels the task that you set me sometimes is impossible. They mix as well as oil and water. And given my temper, it has been hard to keep that in check.
How can I speak to them of the Arcana and impart that knowledge? How can we develop our counter strike against the Vek that grow only stronger and more united by the day? How many deaths will it take before they sit up and listen? Why do they not see and understand this?
But for my associations, they of course will not listen to me. I think, on my worse days, that it is me that is the problem and me that should be removed from their midst. I attempted that with the red herbs, and it worked for a time. My mind was thundering but peaceful. But now after taking a little too much last time, I am out.. and the weather has been too foul to venture into the marsh to acquire more.