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November 12, 2004
Journal Entry
Today Tal came to visit me.
He tells me that he is married now. To another young girl he used to know from back before it all. And she is expecting. And has been now for a few months. Reminds me how much time has gone by. Apparently the cure that was out there, the rumours that had been spread turned out to be false. Or so he says. An old alchemist himself plagued living his fantasies or providing the cure. No cure. No saviour.
I deserve this. This... It is my punishment. By the Gods perhaps. I doubt I would even be welcome in Annwn if I choose that option. That escape. I can't stand this anymore. I am suffocating. Perhaps it is worth trying.. what really do I have to lose now?